Poor guy

I've been feeling frustrated of late. There's hardly any moment of peace at home unless I'm alone or out with friends. I missed home when I was in Qitao. But when I came back, I did not find the peaceful homely feeling that I longed for. I feel so angry all the time when I hear people shouting or quarreling, but nobody realised that... Before I'm even awake in the morning, the first thing I've to hear is some nonsensical quarrels over some mundane, non-sensical issues.

I really wish to spend proper, happy times with my family, especially my maternal grandma. But the moment I hear raised voices, the temper inside me will just flare up, and I'll become a mute person unless there's a need for me to talk. Or else I'll start shouting (unbelievable right?).

When I was younger, I'll vent my feelings on playing my piano. But I don't do that anymore. In fact, I don't even touch the piano now, unless I'm asked/required to. I rmb I would listen to ballads, and whenever I hear songs tt I liked on the radio, I would figure them out on the piano (with the help of my teacher). 'Shen Hua' is my favourite song cos I found all the notes and melody all by myself. But I haven't done all these again anymore in a very long time.

On a happier note, driving lesson yesterday went surprisingly quite smooth. I expected my standard to fall after 1 month plus of not driving. But I'm glad that at least I still rmb most of the stuffs. Hope the lessons continue to get better!

Taiwan trip, please come soon!